Answered Prayers
God answered my prayer. I have moments when I miss Maynard alot and on the 30th of Dec I layed down to take a nap. I thanked God and also asked that I was given strength for my boys and that I could have a sign that Maynard was still with me. As I was dozing off, I went into a dream that I was on an ATV riding on the trails just like Maynard & I used to do.
After a few months of restlessness I finally felt at peace. I knew that he was still w/ me. I also felt a good feeling about JD. The one who has chosen to be with me…despite our age and my situation.
It’s like being in love with two people, but can only have one physically. How does one get over losing a spouse? I’ve asked myself this many times. It’s got to be worse for those that have been married for 50+ yrs.
Thank God For All You Have and realize that is How It Is.
Myrtle
